6 Mnths without you..
Dear Scott,
I talked to you an hour ago. It was very strange. I miss you. Somehow. But I don't want you back. You asked if we could be friends, and in a week, you'll be calling me crying. I can't believe you are dating Becca. She's such a traitor. So, you ARE going to sign the divorce papers. That's cool. Hurry please. It's killing me knowing that we are still linked, and you are screwing an 18 yr old. But that's something that I've had, and trust me, when it was good, it was great. I miss our good times. Spinning records was a blast, huh? Now you want me to come play music with you. I don't know if that is such a good idea. I don't know if we can be friends. Not as much as I will always love you. I have seen you once in six months... It's only life, right? Life is unfair and sucks. Part of me wants to love you for the rest of my life, and part of me just wants to die now. I cried today - twice. It's so sad that the people you love the most hurt you in the end. I can't believe Joey took all of his and my past and chunked it outside. I feel so betrayed by men. It's just life, though, right? I'll just die now, and everyone else can run over me. That works, right?
No...I do have people that care about me. I'll live for them.
Britney
I talked to you an hour ago. It was very strange. I miss you. Somehow. But I don't want you back. You asked if we could be friends, and in a week, you'll be calling me crying. I can't believe you are dating Becca. She's such a traitor. So, you ARE going to sign the divorce papers. That's cool. Hurry please. It's killing me knowing that we are still linked, and you are screwing an 18 yr old. But that's something that I've had, and trust me, when it was good, it was great. I miss our good times. Spinning records was a blast, huh? Now you want me to come play music with you. I don't know if that is such a good idea. I don't know if we can be friends. Not as much as I will always love you. I have seen you once in six months... It's only life, right? Life is unfair and sucks. Part of me wants to love you for the rest of my life, and part of me just wants to die now. I cried today - twice. It's so sad that the people you love the most hurt you in the end. I can't believe Joey took all of his and my past and chunked it outside. I feel so betrayed by men. It's just life, though, right? I'll just die now, and everyone else can run over me. That works, right?
No...I do have people that care about me. I'll live for them.
Britney