Things to learn...
...how to stop undermining my own happiness where I find it.
...how to stop second-guessing and negative-thinking myself into not trying things.
...how to let go and move on from things that will never be resolved the way I want them to.
...to trust my instincts whether someone is there or not, and realize that when I break it down, it's all about my own insecurities, not any lack of trust of other people, that motivates some of my most harmful actions and thoughts.
Things to love - I'll get to meet my father's best friends of seventeen years on Saturday and spend almost a week with them. I'll come back to play a dance gig in Southbridge on March 18th (Saturday!) with my DJ friend and pal, DJ DC. The Rejuvenation house music showcase on Friday the 24th at the Winter Music Conference (WMC) in Miami which will even have a spoken-word poet involved. I am SO excited about the female energy that will get more fuel from the house music that inspires us all. :) I'll come back and have less than a month of school left. My new gear, having time to work on new mixes in so many different genres, getting another shelf unit so all my records will have a home where I can easily reach them. :)
I'm looking forward and trying to remember that from now on.
Much love to all.
...how to stop second-guessing and negative-thinking myself into not trying things.
...how to let go and move on from things that will never be resolved the way I want them to.
...to trust my instincts whether someone is there or not, and realize that when I break it down, it's all about my own insecurities, not any lack of trust of other people, that motivates some of my most harmful actions and thoughts.
Things to love - I'll get to meet my father's best friends of seventeen years on Saturday and spend almost a week with them. I'll come back to play a dance gig in Southbridge on March 18th (Saturday!) with my DJ friend and pal, DJ DC. The Rejuvenation house music showcase on Friday the 24th at the Winter Music Conference (WMC) in Miami which will even have a spoken-word poet involved. I am SO excited about the female energy that will get more fuel from the house music that inspires us all. :) I'll come back and have less than a month of school left. My new gear, having time to work on new mixes in so many different genres, getting another shelf unit so all my records will have a home where I can easily reach them. :)
I'm looking forward and trying to remember that from now on.
Much love to all.