Jan 08, 2006 19:23
...I took a trip to the Panera, hoping to have a meal and work on my music library for FS. It was 2pm and DAMN crowded in Shrewsbury. Instead of worrying about not being able to find a table to sit down at, I drove up the road (rt 9) toward Boston, and then went north on 495. I got off at the rt 20 exit and ended up plunking myself down at the Panera there. Relaxed a long time.
Went shopping on the way home.
Went home.
Talked to someone I think I probably won't be meeting now.
Caitlin was thrilled, I'm still kind of "like whoa."
It's amazing what you're capable of when you're sure you couldn't do it.
First day of school is tomorrow, and I'm damned excited about it. Going to get to bed early tonight. I've been tired lately, this cold seems to be hanging on in the form of a nasty cough that just won't stop. It gets less every day, but still hasn't gone away. GRRR.
I love myself. I love my roommate. I love my puppies. I'm satisfied with being my own best partner, the person who is the best company for me. After that, who knows. I keep thinking of Saturna and how she was when I met her and the discussion me and Jason had about her concerns about her DJ career. I've seen her continue to grow and advance as a DJ in the last 3 years, and she's amazing. Damn, I miss my Memphis friends.
I need to get in touch with my friends here, too.
:) Life is good. I am strong. I just needed to be reminded of it.
growing,
changing