this is human life we're dealing with...
it's been a long time, and a lot of things have happened since my last entry. I'm happy with my life and starting to feel like i actually have a purpose. i feel loved, finally, and yet i cant convince myself to be entirely comfortable... I wish that i could, because my paranoia tends to hurt people. schools overwhelming for the first time ever, because my minds constantly in another place. im worried about her all of the time, and need too be with her to help her along! i suppose i will be as soon as i can be. I left school early, i think i need glasses, and my moms screaming about cholage going to the doctor and all i want to do is be with cholage and take a nap and kiss her belly. Halloween's soon! i hope i have the day off. or at least the day after off!