Feb 06, 2008 09:31
I was working out various due dates for assignments today and realised that its now only about 3months till i go back to England. wow time flies quickly. It took me far to long to get adjusted, and now time is nearly up. Not only am i gona miss all the friends i've made here, and all the good times i've had, but, the question now floats in my mind, will i be ready to go back?
And thats a real question in life isn't it, can u ever really go home again, back to the way things used to be, the life u used to have? And of course, we all know the answer is no, because life experience changes us. I am a differnt person to the one that left England back in August, not that i see this as a bad thing, but will the person I am now be able to fit into the life that the person who i once was had? Somethings will definitely change, and there are definitely a few meetings i'm not looking forward to when i get back. I already know for example, that I will have a few less people in my life. But as i've come to realise here, these people are not the ones i need in my life.
The thing is of course, no matter how much thinking is put into this, i really won't know till i'm back how things will be. Roll on May lol.
The DJ