she should have worn a crown of thorns, she should have been a son

[dj_cut_out]

this is making me way too sad
it's preoccupying my thoughts to an annoying degree
i should just get over it
but that's so sad
i'm so sad
i guess i'm not completely helpless....but if i don't want to appear to be a disturbing stalker, then i am
(i don't want to appear to be a disurbing stalker)
i wish somebody could tell me that everything would work out and not be lying :(

in other news:
i took DJ Catman outside yesterday, which i haven't done in a while
we kicked it on broadway
he scratched me lots, but i was ecstastically happy nonetheless
today is gross and cold
the weather+erin fucked me over and now i have nothing to do but wallow in my self pitying thoughts and dying hope. blah.

parasitical vomit thoughts

i really like this song. thanks kathleen.