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I wish I could just go back to the days when my heart didn't feel like a ton of bricks in my chest everyday. When my mind was at ease. If only I could. Maybe things will turn out ok in the end, I just wish I knew when it was that I could truly feel happy again. Truly feel that there is nothing missing in my life, and that I could lose everything and still be happy because I had the one thing in the world that made me happy. Was happiness because of such a small thing so much to ask for? Its not like I was stealing money or anything. All I did was love someone with all my heart. It gave me happiness and strength to wake up and smile everyday. Even gave me strength to smile at bad things, and take everything lightly. If only I could go back.
I realize this entry has a high emo factor, but unlike most people, I actually do have something to be sad about in my life. I realize millions of people feel the same way I do. I just needed to get it off my chest again.
I realize this entry has a high emo factor, but unlike most people, I actually do have something to be sad about in my life. I realize millions of people feel the same way I do. I just needed to get it off my chest again.