the opposite sex is completely and utterly incomprehensible
It's true. I almost just have given up entirely on trying to figure anything out anymore. i can't even get my own insides sorted before someone else comes along to mangle them up and take everything all personal.
point 1- I am a friendly person. I like to help people, and i like to share my thoughts as well as my interests and even possessions. i think it's fun. i really do. but that does NOT mean that i like you as more than a friend. okay, so i say this, but i don't blame anyone for thinking it, because i've partaken in this exact assumption before, and i know how it looks. but i really don't think i should stop being nice to people just to clearly show them that i'm not flirting.
point 2- i seem to have this weird tendency to start liking my friends. i hate it. it complicates things. that's all i'm saying about that.
point 3- why the heck all of a sudden do i keep getting hit on by everyone? seriously! i did not go to europe and get super hot or anything. i did change my clothing style a bit, but it's not slutty, it's just a bit more dressy. i wear nice clothes because i like to look nice, not because i want everyone and their brother to check me out. granted, it is very flattering, and it's this paradoxical twist between liking the attention and knowing that i probably shouldn't like it? i dunno anymore, i think i have a lot more self-image issues than i want to admit, but i don't really know if i'm ready to own up to them or deal with them yet.
point 4- why is it easier to get along with some people over long distances?
point 5- i really hope that females are as confusing to males as they are to us. because if not, then life as i know it is just going to implode, and i think my brain and heart might eat themselves out of confoundment. really. why is it so difficult, and why the heck does all this matter so much to me? it kind of makes me angry.
i don't have a point 6.
point 1- I am a friendly person. I like to help people, and i like to share my thoughts as well as my interests and even possessions. i think it's fun. i really do. but that does NOT mean that i like you as more than a friend. okay, so i say this, but i don't blame anyone for thinking it, because i've partaken in this exact assumption before, and i know how it looks. but i really don't think i should stop being nice to people just to clearly show them that i'm not flirting.
point 2- i seem to have this weird tendency to start liking my friends. i hate it. it complicates things. that's all i'm saying about that.
point 3- why the heck all of a sudden do i keep getting hit on by everyone? seriously! i did not go to europe and get super hot or anything. i did change my clothing style a bit, but it's not slutty, it's just a bit more dressy. i wear nice clothes because i like to look nice, not because i want everyone and their brother to check me out. granted, it is very flattering, and it's this paradoxical twist between liking the attention and knowing that i probably shouldn't like it? i dunno anymore, i think i have a lot more self-image issues than i want to admit, but i don't really know if i'm ready to own up to them or deal with them yet.
point 4- why is it easier to get along with some people over long distances?
point 5- i really hope that females are as confusing to males as they are to us. because if not, then life as i know it is just going to implode, and i think my brain and heart might eat themselves out of confoundment. really. why is it so difficult, and why the heck does all this matter so much to me? it kind of makes me angry.
i don't have a point 6.