so late again
well, tha big C had me pick her up, and I ran around town with her...so you all know in what state i write this. by the previous comment, I don't mean alabama. heres a quick rundown.
-still pissed about the car, but beginning to believe again (thx all supporters)
-havin problems with sleeping enough
-bad moods at work due to crappy repetitive work, not the actual job
-workin out T town plans
-feelin as though i am able to get on top of my life
-started a psuedo-diet
-found someone I feel that I could love forever
-high...
I have this problem internally within myself, but with outside factors. With this love I feel... with one very important side of my mind, I have to remember that this is still a very short amount of time and "things" are still relatively not normal for both of us. hurting everyone is among the list of possibilities, but the last thing I want to do. With the other side of my mind and all of my heart, I just want to let go of care and reason and fall infinately deep in this passion for eternity knowing there is no fault in the solidity/foundation of the relationship. just completely commit myself to reckless abandon. "head over heels" if you will.
anyway, you guys are starting to see the emo-side. peace to all, sorry for kinda just ending.
t
-still pissed about the car, but beginning to believe again (thx all supporters)
-havin problems with sleeping enough
-bad moods at work due to crappy repetitive work, not the actual job
-workin out T town plans
-feelin as though i am able to get on top of my life
-started a psuedo-diet
-found someone I feel that I could love forever
-high...
I have this problem internally within myself, but with outside factors. With this love I feel... with one very important side of my mind, I have to remember that this is still a very short amount of time and "things" are still relatively not normal for both of us. hurting everyone is among the list of possibilities, but the last thing I want to do. With the other side of my mind and all of my heart, I just want to let go of care and reason and fall infinately deep in this passion for eternity knowing there is no fault in the solidity/foundation of the relationship. just completely commit myself to reckless abandon. "head over heels" if you will.
anyway, you guys are starting to see the emo-side. peace to all, sorry for kinda just ending.
t