Jan 10, 2006 00:22
i feel alone more than ever right now, despratly needing someone to hold me throught the night. i dunno when she'll be back or if she wants us as bad as i do but someday we'll find out sadly enough not anytime soon but sometime... this journal has taken some twist in the days i've hd it, helped me through times i couldn't tell anyone else about... but this time is different i can not use this to excape my feeling, thoughts, and pains. so in the end we begin to think about the beginning of everything we hold dear to us and wonder if it helps or brings us down harder...
todays question: does remembering something hurt as bad or worst than forgetting?
p.s. to be continued