Give all to love.
Give all to love; Obey thy heart; friends, kindred, days, estate, good-fame, plans, credit and the Muse; nothing refuse. 'T is a brave master; Let it have scope; Follow it utterly; Hope beyond hope: high and more high; It dives into noon, with wing unspent, Untold intent; But it is a god, Know its own path and the outlets of the sky. --Emerson
I'm in love with Emerson. Thanks to Karon for the essential writings. It's been getting me through the times of boredum and such. Life has been uneventful lately. I've been spending most of my time at the pool or with Brenna. Good times. Nothing more. I'm excited about the arrival of my Ben tomorrow. finally! It's been so long. Come to think of it, it's been so long since I've seen most of my friends. I could say that I'm lonely, and it wouldn't be such a lie. But I'm kind of enjoying this time with myself. Though it does lead to livejournals. Ha. I had the best time at NA the other night. I met this awesome girl who has a little three year old. She was stuck to me at the meeting. Literally. It's simple things like that which brightens my whole week. I have this new attitude developing and it's quite beautiful. It's hard sometimes when the water gets murky, but my head is finally above the water. I can see again. I see the beauty in my family more and more each day. That which I have failed to do so much in the past. I have to go to a meeting tonight for 3 hours, and I'm dreading it. Lately my group consists of stupid talk. Especially the crack/ice head. She's absolutely spoiled and persists to complain about every detail of her sad little world, which leads to: a major headache on my part. Personally, I think therapy should be reserved for issues and emotional trials, not bitching about life. Instead, be happy that you're alive, well and be grateful for all that you have. You could be anywhere right now, but you are where you are, so why not give all to love? That's my motto for the day. I'll try to keep it in mind while i sit through this silly little hell of a group. I'll get by.
I'm in love with Emerson. Thanks to Karon for the essential writings. It's been getting me through the times of boredum and such. Life has been uneventful lately. I've been spending most of my time at the pool or with Brenna. Good times. Nothing more. I'm excited about the arrival of my Ben tomorrow. finally! It's been so long. Come to think of it, it's been so long since I've seen most of my friends. I could say that I'm lonely, and it wouldn't be such a lie. But I'm kind of enjoying this time with myself. Though it does lead to livejournals. Ha. I had the best time at NA the other night. I met this awesome girl who has a little three year old. She was stuck to me at the meeting. Literally. It's simple things like that which brightens my whole week. I have this new attitude developing and it's quite beautiful. It's hard sometimes when the water gets murky, but my head is finally above the water. I can see again. I see the beauty in my family more and more each day. That which I have failed to do so much in the past. I have to go to a meeting tonight for 3 hours, and I'm dreading it. Lately my group consists of stupid talk. Especially the crack/ice head. She's absolutely spoiled and persists to complain about every detail of her sad little world, which leads to: a major headache on my part. Personally, I think therapy should be reserved for issues and emotional trials, not bitching about life. Instead, be happy that you're alive, well and be grateful for all that you have. You could be anywhere right now, but you are where you are, so why not give all to love? That's my motto for the day. I'll try to keep it in mind while i sit through this silly little hell of a group. I'll get by.