whats up with me
aleathya died at 5 am yesterday morning. i thought i was ready for itbut i wasnt, it realy hurts to know shes gone.
i had a realy bad dream that morning and a migrain that day. i hurd about if from my sister tanya, she dident know i didnt know when she called. so i waited for my mom to show up or call for a few houres last night and every one else in the worled called and it was pissing me off. she finaly called and said she was at the mortuary helping with ditails. i finaly disided to get sleap but some one called and like 10:30 and woke me up and then my mom finaly got home and woke me up and asked me a dosen questions while i was compleatly disoreantated. it all sucked so badly.
today i didnt get to see my gf. i had to go to a work shop and have them explain it to me haw bad a position im in. fun, realy worth not seeing tania. (is the sarcasm chokeing you yet?)
just found out the funeral is on friday from 3 to 9.
my girl freind is in trubl . . . and shes rightly upset that i dont ask her for help with spanish. but she hopefully her program probs are going to be mosyly fixed fixed tomorow and i get to see her tomorow morning.
my mom is still rightly upset at me for the money thing, and rightly so.
a storm is coming, change is coming.
hmmm im just sad and dipressed.
i met a vary strange person today. hes in my spanish class. hes a bit crazy, spent some time in an istatution. anti goverment, parinoid but vary open to people, vary flurty, on meds, hates his capitalist dad. alaround a vary likeable guy, gets all my refrintses. hmmm hope i get to know him better.
my gf downloaded 106 songs this weekend and ive been trying to send it to hur but it goes so slowly, has to be one at a time my computer dosent wont to do it any other way.
i feel so lost and small right naw.
i had a realy bad dream that morning and a migrain that day. i hurd about if from my sister tanya, she dident know i didnt know when she called. so i waited for my mom to show up or call for a few houres last night and every one else in the worled called and it was pissing me off. she finaly called and said she was at the mortuary helping with ditails. i finaly disided to get sleap but some one called and like 10:30 and woke me up and then my mom finaly got home and woke me up and asked me a dosen questions while i was compleatly disoreantated. it all sucked so badly.
today i didnt get to see my gf. i had to go to a work shop and have them explain it to me haw bad a position im in. fun, realy worth not seeing tania. (is the sarcasm chokeing you yet?)
just found out the funeral is on friday from 3 to 9.
my girl freind is in trubl . . . and shes rightly upset that i dont ask her for help with spanish. but she hopefully her program probs are going to be mosyly fixed fixed tomorow and i get to see her tomorow morning.
my mom is still rightly upset at me for the money thing, and rightly so.
a storm is coming, change is coming.
hmmm im just sad and dipressed.
i met a vary strange person today. hes in my spanish class. hes a bit crazy, spent some time in an istatution. anti goverment, parinoid but vary open to people, vary flurty, on meds, hates his capitalist dad. alaround a vary likeable guy, gets all my refrintses. hmmm hope i get to know him better.
my gf downloaded 106 songs this weekend and ive been trying to send it to hur but it goes so slowly, has to be one at a time my computer dosent wont to do it any other way.
i feel so lost and small right naw.