Sep 10, 2003 22:01
haw much vdm ? mdv? lsd ahhh yes haw much of it would i need to permanently scrambl my brain and never get back? O.O ill take two thanks.
hmmm
i havent read the list tania made me in a long time. oh god what happend?
i dont like writing in this journal thing. i dont like writing in any journal. tania realy likes me to . . . why the fuck arent i writing more? what happend to me? maby it isnt ment to stay like that? maby we got lazzy? maby we see to much of are selves in the other?
im not ready to quit, its not working right naw and thinking it would be best for us to brake up but thats only becose its not working. first off i need to stop worying about ofending. second do the romantic things that i think of. therd stop puting up with everything and then only bitching about it no one likes a fucking doormat. just be my self for a change.
heres to hopeing.