Nov 03, 2005 08:08
I had absoluetly NO SLEEP last night. I knew this was going to happen. Last night I thought I grew some balls, so I went to go see Saw II with Anita, Erick and Michael. BIG. MISTAKE. I mean honestly, the movie isn't scary, it is just plain DISTURBING. I thought I could handle it but noooo waaaaay. I laid in bed last night - scared to death. Urgh. I mean, I can handle the whole "not being able to sleep" thing, cuz I suffered from Insomia for years. But fuck - I dont want the nightmare thing or I dont wanna be alone right now. And it sucks, cuz I'm practically alone during most nights cuz my roomate goes out. And I mean, our dorm is fairly big so I'm even more paranoid. Fuuuccckk! Yeah I screwed myself over :( Hopefully the scary thoughts will ease away...urgh, I hate human beings.
...Desi!