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Today sucks. This week sucks. I wanted to have a bunch of fun the week before I left for Europe, but it's not exactly happening. The only fun I'm going to have is on Friday when I go see Prisoner of Azkaban. Everytime I ask people about doing stuff with me, they act like they don't really want to :/ I dunno. This sucks. Maybe no one wants to hang out with me! Aaah why do I say stuff like this...they are my friends...I dunno blah blah blah i'm so retarded I feel like I'm not going to Europe or I shouldn't be allowed to go...I don't know. I sort of don't want to, because I'm so scared I'll come back and someone will be dead or something will be different or everyone will forget about me! Hopefully it will be like the Shire is in Return of the King...the movie anyway...it just seemed like nothing changed at all when they came back home. In the book a lot of bad stuff had happened so no thats not what i'm talking about...what am I talking about??? UGH I'm so sick of myself. I wish when I go to Europe I could leave myself too...gol...I don't know. bye.
kiss me goodybe
Pushing out before I sleep
Can't you see I try
Swimming the same deep water as you is hard
The shallow drowned lose less than we
You breathe
The strangest twist upon your lips
And we shall be together...
Kiss me goodbye
Bow your head and join with me
And face pushed deep
Reflections meet
The strangest twist upon your lips
And disappear
The ripples clear
And laughing
Break against your feet
And laughing
Break the mirror sweet
So we shall be together...
Kiss me goodbye
Pushing out before I sleep
It's lower now and slower now
The strangest twist upon your lips
But I don't see
And I don't feel
But tightly hold up silently
My hands before my fading eyes
And in my eyes
Your smile
The very last thing before I go...
I will kiss you I will kiss you
I will kiss you forever on nights like this
I will kiss you I will kiss you
And we shall be together...
kiss me goodybe
Pushing out before I sleep
Can't you see I try
Swimming the same deep water as you is hard
The shallow drowned lose less than we
You breathe
The strangest twist upon your lips
And we shall be together...
Kiss me goodbye
Bow your head and join with me
And face pushed deep
Reflections meet
The strangest twist upon your lips
And disappear
The ripples clear
And laughing
Break against your feet
And laughing
Break the mirror sweet
So we shall be together...
Kiss me goodbye
Pushing out before I sleep
It's lower now and slower now
The strangest twist upon your lips
But I don't see
And I don't feel
But tightly hold up silently
My hands before my fading eyes
And in my eyes
Your smile
The very last thing before I go...
I will kiss you I will kiss you
I will kiss you forever on nights like this
I will kiss you I will kiss you
And we shall be together...