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"Dear Sarah,
The Financial Aid Appeals Committee has reviewed your appeal of the Satisfactory Academic Progress requirements. I regret to inform you that the committee has denied your appeal. The decision of the committee is final and cannot be further appealed."
No more college for me. I don't know why they didn't accept my appeal. The letter I wrote was VERY very good and...i dont know... I wont post it here, but if you would want to read it, for whatever reason, just let me know... but i'm not allowed to receive anymore financial aid. wonderful.
but right now i dont even fucking care. i dont WANT to go to school any more. i dont want a boyfriend. i dont want a son. i dont want to get married. i dont want a LIFE. i wish i were dead. i seariously wish i were fucking dead. i dont want o deal with any of this shit anymore. i keep getting fucking in the ass time and time again. i never get a fucking break.
daniel and i are in a HUGE fight right now and i dont want to make-up from it. i want to give him back the stupid ring and tell him to find someone he deserves, because it certainly isnt me.
my leg feels like it isnt going to be there much longer. i wouldnt be surprised if it will need to be amputated soon. i cant even sleep because it aches so much. theres no position in which it feels alright. i can't even walk on it at this moment because it hurts so goddamned badly.
i dont want to live anymore. i wish with all my might i could take bob's place. he lived such an amazing life and would still be doing so if he were alive. my life has always been a living Hell and will continue to be such for the rest of it. i want to die.
i have to go. i am getting my laptop soaking wet from all these tears...
The Financial Aid Appeals Committee has reviewed your appeal of the Satisfactory Academic Progress requirements. I regret to inform you that the committee has denied your appeal. The decision of the committee is final and cannot be further appealed."
No more college for me. I don't know why they didn't accept my appeal. The letter I wrote was VERY very good and...i dont know... I wont post it here, but if you would want to read it, for whatever reason, just let me know... but i'm not allowed to receive anymore financial aid. wonderful.
but right now i dont even fucking care. i dont WANT to go to school any more. i dont want a boyfriend. i dont want a son. i dont want to get married. i dont want a LIFE. i wish i were dead. i seariously wish i were fucking dead. i dont want o deal with any of this shit anymore. i keep getting fucking in the ass time and time again. i never get a fucking break.
daniel and i are in a HUGE fight right now and i dont want to make-up from it. i want to give him back the stupid ring and tell him to find someone he deserves, because it certainly isnt me.
my leg feels like it isnt going to be there much longer. i wouldnt be surprised if it will need to be amputated soon. i cant even sleep because it aches so much. theres no position in which it feels alright. i can't even walk on it at this moment because it hurts so goddamned badly.
i dont want to live anymore. i wish with all my might i could take bob's place. he lived such an amazing life and would still be doing so if he were alive. my life has always been a living Hell and will continue to be such for the rest of it. i want to die.
i have to go. i am getting my laptop soaking wet from all these tears...