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I feel a little let down after my conversation with T. He was perfectly nice about everything, but just some of the stuff he said didn't make me feel "individualized." For one thing, he concluded that it would be hard for us to hang out like I had suggested in my email when we live an hour and a half away, although meeting in between would be a possibility. And for another thing he seemed reluctant to just be with only me. Jenny was included in every single one of his invites. I mean not that I don't like Jenny or anything. It just sort of disappointed me. The other thing is that he once again managed to throw his previous girlfriends into in our conversation, which I just found kind of strange. I guess he feels the need to discuss his previous relationships, but it makes me feel kind of awkward especially since I have no relationships to discuss.
I was so worried that he would call and that both of us would be at a loss for words, but I was sadly mistaken. I don't think T. will ever be at a loss for words. After a three hour phone conversation I finally had to break it off by telling him that I had to go to bed, because I had an early final the next morning. I would have felt special about the length of our conversation, but I went to talk to Jenny for a bit and she was like "yeah talk with T. and you'll never get off the phone. I always end up having long conversations with him". So that about squashed my excitement on that aspect of it. I mean I think I still like him and everything, but sheez.
I don't know what I was expecting but I don't think it was that.
I was so worried that he would call and that both of us would be at a loss for words, but I was sadly mistaken. I don't think T. will ever be at a loss for words. After a three hour phone conversation I finally had to break it off by telling him that I had to go to bed, because I had an early final the next morning. I would have felt special about the length of our conversation, but I went to talk to Jenny for a bit and she was like "yeah talk with T. and you'll never get off the phone. I always end up having long conversations with him". So that about squashed my excitement on that aspect of it. I mean I think I still like him and everything, but sheez.
I don't know what I was expecting but I don't think it was that.