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He came to see me!!!!!
This is going to be a long story everyone, so hold onto your seats as I blurt this all out.
So my friend Jenny has this other male friend, we'll call him T due to my extreme paranoia. Anyways every once in a while all three of us would go out places. I went to his apartment a few short times before to watch movies and stuff, but always with Jenny. I was never quite sure how I got invited along in the first place, not that I'm complaining since I thought T. was cool. Well, Thursday rolls around and Jenny asks me if I want to come to her concert. I say yes, being the good friend I am I thought I'd support her. What I didn't know was that she was planning to get a ride with T. I go down and find T waiting for us in the car, and he drives us to the concert, then to get ice cream afterwards, and then to his apartment. We ended up staying at his apartment until 2 in the morning, partly because it started snowing and the roads were pretty nasty. He gets us back to the dorms though without a problem. Friday was actually the day we'd quote on quote really planned to do something. We were going to go to T's apartment and then see him perform at his concert. Since it was suppose to snow that night we planned ahead and brought stuff with us, so that if the roads got bad we could sleep over (at his roommate's fiancée’s house) The roads didn't get bad, but we ended up staying at the night anyway, after we stayed up until 4 in the morning over at his apartment. After talking with him a great deal I really started to like him a lot. I actually bluntly told Jenny about it, a couple days before the aforementioned Thursday and Friday. And when we start to go to sleep at 4 in the morning Jenny tells me that she might have feelings for him. I wanted to choke. Thanks Jenny. (She has a boyfriend of two years by the way, although they'd just had a fight that night when she told me this)
Up to the present day.... I’m casually passing Jenny in the hall when she mentions that she's going out for ice cream with T and clearly I'm not invited. I was pissed off to say the least. After the conversation had ended I IMed Kim and started ranting about how he obviously didn't like me back. But then I heard a knock at my door. ? I am curious. I open it and guess who it is. T of course. I almost freak out. If he comes in my room he's going to see the entire conversation I just had with Kim about him. I pray that I shut out of the conversation. He ends up coming in my room anyway. And I give a frantic glance at the computer and realized that I have exited the convo. Thank You Dear Lord! According to my nosy hall mates who are all up in my business, (in a good way, I don't really mind) who purposely opened their door to listen in our conversation we had a pretty good dialog. Then he hugged me on his way out. I am pacified although I am wondering what's up with Jenny and him. I get the feeling he's more interested in me, but I don't know that for sure, I might just be being conceited.
Who understands the inner workings of the male mind?
It's just that I'm going home on Thursday for a month and he lives an hour and a half away...so I might not get to see him again unless things develop more. I have his screen name and I'm definitely going to IM when he gets online (if he ever does! I spent two days waiting for him to sign on as it is. Actually I had it planned out, I didn't want to look too desperate so I was going to wait a day or two after Saturday to talk to him, but then he never signed on when the scheduled time approached)
I have to calm down now and stop hyperventilating. !!! I am such a serious loser. It's really pathetic.
This is going to be a long story everyone, so hold onto your seats as I blurt this all out.
So my friend Jenny has this other male friend, we'll call him T due to my extreme paranoia. Anyways every once in a while all three of us would go out places. I went to his apartment a few short times before to watch movies and stuff, but always with Jenny. I was never quite sure how I got invited along in the first place, not that I'm complaining since I thought T. was cool. Well, Thursday rolls around and Jenny asks me if I want to come to her concert. I say yes, being the good friend I am I thought I'd support her. What I didn't know was that she was planning to get a ride with T. I go down and find T waiting for us in the car, and he drives us to the concert, then to get ice cream afterwards, and then to his apartment. We ended up staying at his apartment until 2 in the morning, partly because it started snowing and the roads were pretty nasty. He gets us back to the dorms though without a problem. Friday was actually the day we'd quote on quote really planned to do something. We were going to go to T's apartment and then see him perform at his concert. Since it was suppose to snow that night we planned ahead and brought stuff with us, so that if the roads got bad we could sleep over (at his roommate's fiancée’s house) The roads didn't get bad, but we ended up staying at the night anyway, after we stayed up until 4 in the morning over at his apartment. After talking with him a great deal I really started to like him a lot. I actually bluntly told Jenny about it, a couple days before the aforementioned Thursday and Friday. And when we start to go to sleep at 4 in the morning Jenny tells me that she might have feelings for him. I wanted to choke. Thanks Jenny. (She has a boyfriend of two years by the way, although they'd just had a fight that night when she told me this)
Up to the present day.... I’m casually passing Jenny in the hall when she mentions that she's going out for ice cream with T and clearly I'm not invited. I was pissed off to say the least. After the conversation had ended I IMed Kim and started ranting about how he obviously didn't like me back. But then I heard a knock at my door. ? I am curious. I open it and guess who it is. T of course. I almost freak out. If he comes in my room he's going to see the entire conversation I just had with Kim about him. I pray that I shut out of the conversation. He ends up coming in my room anyway. And I give a frantic glance at the computer and realized that I have exited the convo. Thank You Dear Lord! According to my nosy hall mates who are all up in my business, (in a good way, I don't really mind) who purposely opened their door to listen in our conversation we had a pretty good dialog. Then he hugged me on his way out. I am pacified although I am wondering what's up with Jenny and him. I get the feeling he's more interested in me, but I don't know that for sure, I might just be being conceited.
Who understands the inner workings of the male mind?
It's just that I'm going home on Thursday for a month and he lives an hour and a half away...so I might not get to see him again unless things develop more. I have his screen name and I'm definitely going to IM when he gets online (if he ever does! I spent two days waiting for him to sign on as it is. Actually I had it planned out, I didn't want to look too desperate so I was going to wait a day or two after Saturday to talk to him, but then he never signed on when the scheduled time approached)
I have to calm down now and stop hyperventilating. !!! I am such a serious loser. It's really pathetic.