I wish I was dead, too dead to care, if indeed I cared at all....
Im done, theres no way out, no out let, nothing.
When its all in your head, theres no safe place, so sanctuary from yourself.
I try, so hard, so hard, to convince myself that your gone, and you tell me your not comeing back, but i still hold on.
I still try to love you, still try to be your No No.
Why, why cant you just love me, why cant you smile at me like you used to, and tell me that you only need me, that we'll be togther forever.
Im a face in a picture, a name occasionaly answered to "Who is that", thats all, all i'll ever be. A memory.
"Your face it haunts, my once pleasent dreams, your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me. These wounds wont seem to heal, this pain is just too real, theres just too much that time can not erase.
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all your tears, when you'd scream I'd fight away all your fears, and I held your hand for all of these years, but you still held, all of me....."
When its all in your head, theres no safe place, so sanctuary from yourself.
I try, so hard, so hard, to convince myself that your gone, and you tell me your not comeing back, but i still hold on.
I still try to love you, still try to be your No No.
Why, why cant you just love me, why cant you smile at me like you used to, and tell me that you only need me, that we'll be togther forever.
Im a face in a picture, a name occasionaly answered to "Who is that", thats all, all i'll ever be. A memory.
"Your face it haunts, my once pleasent dreams, your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me. These wounds wont seem to heal, this pain is just too real, theres just too much that time can not erase.
When you'd cry I'd wipe away all your tears, when you'd scream I'd fight away all your fears, and I held your hand for all of these years, but you still held, all of me....."