All i want for Christmas is...
For everyone to feel just as half as shitty as i do.
I would like to formally thank everyone who read my previous entry and left no comment.
I find it interesting that one can talk about suicide and not draw out a single slightest reaction out of ppl, no "there, there", no "it could be worse", not even a "shut up, thats a dumb idea". i would have settled for a "i think its a good idea you kill yerself", anything would be better then nuthing.
im seriously going thru the toughest time in my life ive ever had to go through and i cant even get a sliver of support. seriously ppl, is everyone just too busy to read my journal or just dont care enough to leave a comment? i read other ppls and judge wheahter or not it is important to them or wheather it sounds like they need some advice or support or feed back or whatever. SOMETHING, i just wanna say everybody let me down, no big deal though, can get any downer then i am now.
just incase any0ne had any bright ideas posting shit like, "stop feeling sorry for yerself", or "what do you want, sympathy?" or some bullshit like that, save it for someone who cares. i any of you were worried about me, or cared enough, somebody would have said something. im fed up with seeing people who post shit like "had a cool day" and get like 50 replys and i spill my fucking heart out with "i wish i were dead" and no body takes two fucking seconds to reassure me im not alone in this world.
way to go...
I would like to formally thank everyone who read my previous entry and left no comment.
I find it interesting that one can talk about suicide and not draw out a single slightest reaction out of ppl, no "there, there", no "it could be worse", not even a "shut up, thats a dumb idea". i would have settled for a "i think its a good idea you kill yerself", anything would be better then nuthing.
im seriously going thru the toughest time in my life ive ever had to go through and i cant even get a sliver of support. seriously ppl, is everyone just too busy to read my journal or just dont care enough to leave a comment? i read other ppls and judge wheahter or not it is important to them or wheather it sounds like they need some advice or support or feed back or whatever. SOMETHING, i just wanna say everybody let me down, no big deal though, can get any downer then i am now.
just incase any0ne had any bright ideas posting shit like, "stop feeling sorry for yerself", or "what do you want, sympathy?" or some bullshit like that, save it for someone who cares. i any of you were worried about me, or cared enough, somebody would have said something. im fed up with seeing people who post shit like "had a cool day" and get like 50 replys and i spill my fucking heart out with "i wish i were dead" and no body takes two fucking seconds to reassure me im not alone in this world.
way to go...