She woke from a dream, her head was on fire
I'm in that weird place again where I just don't want to date anyone. I'm still involved with Blake. Kinda. I sleep there every night, but I don't know whats going on. He still is with his girlfriend. (Who is 17 by the way and a junior in high school) I did give him an ultimatium a while back saying he has till my birthday to break up with her. He is down to having 2 weeks before I walk out of his life forever. PLEASE don't judge me. Please don't. I'm getting it from everyone else. I'm very confused and not sure where this is going. He's moving back to TX in July. Maybe when he moves I can finally get closeure and move on for good. I've tried dating other guys, you guys know I have. It just....it doesn't work for some reason. I always just end up wanting to hanging out with Blake instead. I don't know. Blaah.
In other news, I have gotten my hair cut and colored. It looks soo much better than it did. Um what else. Siina and I are no longer friends because she totally screwed me over. And then she spread rumors about me at Cowboys. It stupid. I am almost 21 years old, am I ever going to get away from stupid high school drama?? I just want it to end. Finals are next week. I only have to take two! Yaay! May 14th I move in with Lauren and then May 18th is my 21st! Everyone should come to CO and go to the bar with me! I'm verrrrry excited!
Anyway, I dont have a whole lot to report. I'm really more on myspace these days rather than here, so if you have one and haven't already done so....add me!!
http://www.myspace.com/dizzychristy
In other news, I have gotten my hair cut and colored. It looks soo much better than it did. Um what else. Siina and I are no longer friends because she totally screwed me over. And then she spread rumors about me at Cowboys. It stupid. I am almost 21 years old, am I ever going to get away from stupid high school drama?? I just want it to end. Finals are next week. I only have to take two! Yaay! May 14th I move in with Lauren and then May 18th is my 21st! Everyone should come to CO and go to the bar with me! I'm verrrrry excited!
Anyway, I dont have a whole lot to report. I'm really more on myspace these days rather than here, so if you have one and haven't already done so....add me!!
http://www.myspace.com/dizzychristy