lost for words on this thing

[dizzy_boots]

i haven't updated in a long time , kind of forgot about it. I am so confused about stuff right now. If i go one way its going to slap me across the face and if I go the other way its going to slap me across the face. ahhh why I can't just be HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY i love the word, i love the concept, now it needs to be mine.