May 19, 2005 07:52
I've moved on...as I told you, I like someone, I'm talking to someone BUT when does the memory of us go away?? It's hard to forget something that made me so happy. How do you do it? How do you just throw everything out the door? I'm glad we can still be friends, I never want to be without such a great listener as you. When we hang out now, I don't think about the past, I don't think about the future....I'm just trying to have fun in the present. I don't see you any other way besides a friend, honestly, that's who you are and how you've always been no matter what, that's what you were before anything. Sorry about the other night, I had alot on mind about what's going on in my life. I felt as if maybe I was the one doing wrong (don't know how to explain). I just had alot on my mind...if ya couldn't tell. I hope we can continue to be friends and have fun together. I love hanging out with you. I also love hanging out with other guys (Ronnie)....so don't take this the wrong way. My mistake for ever speaking my mind. It was just something that caught me off gaurd on Monday. That's over with. Pictures, notes, all that..I don't care anymore..The chapter is closed.