Aug 11, 2004 00:31
Most of my days are just fading away so fast I can't explain it. Today I had to say bye to my BEST FRIEND that hit me hard. Then from there its like I always seem to surround myself with DRAMA!!! It's wierd how you may have had these feelings for someone for SO long yet you were always afaid to say anything because u didn't want to ruin what yall had goin...then when it comes down to leaving, they confess TO YOU how they've felt this WHOLE time. It's amazing...I really have SO MUCH SHIT going on in my mind right now I can't expain the situations...I'm just goin to say in 3 days I will lose 3 VERY IMPORTANT guys in my life! And I don't think I've done the best to deal with this the last few days/week. I'm gonna go now, I probably won't remember what I typed so its ova