Jan 27, 2005 14:58
im so fuckin stressed about this show.... things are getting all fucked up. vikey is 21 today and im goning to go stay the night over there and party! but i got school tomarrow so thats gonna suck so bad... somthings really weird now and i dont know what, maby its pressures from things, i dont feel like my self! i feel depressed and i hate feeling like that. i just need to clear my head for a while and i might feel better. i think i got a job again. its very good and very bad cause of the band but i need the money for the show and for gas and for sigs and for strings and for car insurense and for my car and for anything else i might need. school sucks now, i dont get to see 1/2 my friends and i have a shit load of homework in my classes. theres just a shit load of stuff to think about. well gonna get off of here now.
wes calhoun