well...
mikes divorce is final...he lives in arizona still...i got another tatoo...on my foot...vince did it...Darrins in russia right now...he will be home in 18 days...im not going back to school id like to work more and save some money for when me and darrin move...we've been talking alot about the marriage stuff...im crossing my fingers...i love with so damn much...i never knew i could love something so much...i wake up thinking of him...go to bed thinking of him...dream of him...think about saying i do all the time...having kids and growing old together....but for now all i want is to wake up and go to bed next to eachother every day...i cant wait for him to be home...hes amazing to me...i look back and cant believe i almost lost him...anyways...my parents have been fighting alot...dads drinking more...owell...gma drives me crazy to the point i have to leave the house...but i love her...cant be mean as bad as i want to....mom agrees with me sadly...tmrw were going to practice for her softball league and then sunday we have a grad party...i love my job at the hosp but i still love my days off too...did pretty good in school got b's...thats good for me and especially since it was my first semester of college...anyways im all over the place in this entry owell...im going to my first sex toy party on the 19th lol...and i rented a hotel for when darrin comes home so im excited! but anyways...im off to bed...got a long weekend ahead of me