My blue monkey

Nov 27, 2002 20:49

I spent the night with Dave last night. I love sleeping in his arms. They're so protecting. So comforting. So loving. I woke up early to go to work.

He came back over in the afternoon and we went shopping for some warm clothes for him, since it'll be freezing in Winslow. He looked so good in them!

We left for the airport after grabbing Jack in the Box, and he was being so sweet! He just randomly looked over at me while I was driving, kissed my cheek, and told me he loved me. It was so unexpected. And, it made it so special.

We went to the Monkey Martini Bar in the airport and had a couple drinks, all the while they had these little plastic monkeys we were playing with. He was blue, I was red. I kept them. I don't know what, exactly, but I felt they symbolized something. We'd put them in all sorts of silly positions, like "monkey-style," but, mostly, they sat in front of us, mouth to mouth, in a monkey kiss.

We talked about me becoming an EMT and how he thinks it'll really fit me, and that I'll like it. I think so, too!

And, as goodbyes always are with us, this one was no different. I was fighting the tears, and he's going to be gone 3 days! Silly me. But, I already missed him kissing him goodbye. He had tears in his eyes, too.

I love him so much. And it still amazes me that we can feel this strong of a connection after all this time. As he kissed me goodbye, I could have sworn it was our first kiss. It felt so simular, so new and exciting. I don't think I could ever get tired of his kiss.

I miss him, but I'm glad he's home. Wish I was there with him, but more important than that is him seeing his family.

I suggested we go to Arizona for New Years. I would love to meet his friends, and be in Arizona again. I swear that place is magic. Maybe he's the one who's magic. I don't really care as long as I'm with him.
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