How much can a bitch take?

[dizturb3d_ch1ck]

well as yall know i am with brian, and i am dealing with so much bullshit with him! i have a little of his babymama drama and then his bitches galore! he really doesnt realize how great he has it! i stick by his damn side threw everything! and i can not stand dudes who dont realize when they have a good girl on their side! 
i stick around through all the bullshit, im a good girl, im his freak, im honest, im smart, workin, independent, and im doing something with myself. 
him on the other hand he doesnt really do anything but stress me out but then he has  his days when hes just perfect but the rainy days are too bad! i feel like im completely broken down completely!
to this point right now im sitting here crying
i just keep believing all of his im going to change i  really do love you georshele.
sometimes i question does he really?
he's still talking to his ex, because we spent the night together last night and this morning his ex called and i answered. so to make a long story short....i sneeked her number out his phone and into mine
and once he left i called her and we had an hour long conversation about him.
but i fucking love him to death and i cant leave him alone