Oct 23, 2005 23:12
sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if i was a bad kid, like if i smoked pot and got drunk on the weekends, or if i didnt get straight A's what a tragedy!!!!!! or if i didnt obey curfew or if i was a big whore-bag or if all i did after school was come home and sit around and do nothing, no sports no homework nothing to even make my brain function. sometimes i think it'd be nice to have an average teenage life once ina while.
but then i think aobut all the friends i have because of what i do. band-thats over 200 people i wouldnt be friends with. soccer-thats 60 people i wouldnt be friends with. wow thatd suck.
k not to be vain or anything, but man are my parents lucky. they've got my brother whos some musical prodigy. they've got my sister who is the nicest person in the world. and they've got me who is pretty good at a lot of what i do. i hope my kids are jsut as good as us. i dont how id handle kids who drank and w/e. id just be really disapointed in them just because i know they'd be capable of so much more.
k well thats what popped into my mind randomly avoiding going to be for no apparant reason