Damn it!
I thought I'd switched off for the night by finishing reading Fool, but work stress butted right back in. Should have been asleep 3 hours ago!
Edit: $9 an hour is not worth this level of stress. I need to get away from this job before it does to me what my last job did. I can not afford to start calling out because I get so stressed thinking about going to work that I don't even feel I'm safe to drive. I can not afford to be so stressed at night I can't fall asleep. I can not afford to take a year to get back to my balance point after finally hitting rock bottom and losing my job, and be out of work all that time. This time I don't have a savings account to cover my ass if that happens, and I don't have the patience to deal with the jackasses in the unemployment office.
I should be in bed now, I should be asleep. I have my alarm set for 6:30am, I should have had it set for 6am, but I know I'll just snooze for the extra half hour at this point, given that I should have been asleep at 10pm.
I can't take this, but I'm afraid that between the economy, and my stressed state, any efforts to job hunt will only make me worse off.