headache, headache, go away.
Meh, I've had a headache going since yesterday. It stopped while I slept last night, and it may have gone away while playing with my niece in the evening yesterday, though the latter could have just been I was too busy with her to notice the headache. Otherwise, it's been lingering since about the time I got to work yesterday.
I'm not sure what's causing it, I've fed myself meat, I've drunk large quantities of water, and I'm not sure what else to try. I don't take pills, I'm not comfortable with doing so, so I can't take a pain killer... and even if that was an option, it doesn't actually take care of whatever the actual problem is, only the symptoms.
There is a chance it's a stress headache from all the shit I've got going and am currently hating. If that's the case, I need to find some sort of stress relief. Hopefully getting myself all moved to my mom's house will relieve some of the stress. As much as I need to move, I really just needed a way to fast forward through the actual act of moving, it's done nothing but pile on the stress. My dad can't wait for me to get out of his house, my mom and her boyfriend can't wait for me to displace my brother and his girlfriend, and so if I am not actively working on the moving at any given point, I'm hearing about one or the other.
At least my brother and I have scheduled tomorrow and wednesday as official moving days, and we're mostly down to the big shit. So it shouldn't take me too much longer there. Tonight I have to do the last of the random junk sorting and packing, plus I need to make sure all my laundry is done, so that I won't be moving dirty clothes too. Hopefully I can find someone, or a couple someones, who will be willing to talk to me while I'm working on these projects, so I can stay focused. I'm off work at approximately 9:15, so if any of you reading this is willing to help in the form of phone buddy, or anything else, please text message me. Anyone local with time to donate tomorrow or wednesday, let me know and I'll contact you if I am needing it. My brother's supposed to be working contacts to get use of a truck, I think on Wednesday, so it'll mostly be lugging shit around that I might need help with. I am willing to pay in the way of dinner or booze, at the choice of whoever helps me.
I'm also hoping to work off some of the stress in the form of a membership at 24 hour fitness or something, for some midnight lap swimming. I'll have to price a membership, and decide if I think I can keep up a couple to a few times a week swimming schedule. I believe that it'll do me a whole hell of a lot of good if I can develop the good habit... and if that works out, and I add a pottery class in the fall, I might be able to level myself out again. Send good thoughts my way people, I need all the help I can get. I'm tired of being the whiny bitchy person I've been lately, I want to get past all this. I just need to figure out how to make myself do it.