Nothing out of the ordinary

May 02, 2005 02:36

Well, along with the jist of normality, the girl who I hoped for something to develop with, turned out to just be another flop. But, such is the story of Brian.

It seems with every girl I just learn more about myself. I suppose getting a better understanding of my own actions and wants and needs is something that is good, but it fucking sucks to have to go through such a taxing process everytime.

I find it weird how everytime I really want a girl, I almost always smother them. I just demand tons of attention. What I set my eyes on and try and work for probably always backfires against me because I wind up going overboard and drowning them with ideas. I am the type of person who desires instant resolution and figure things out than beating around the bush or waiting to find out things to sort themselves out. I try and make the most of every moment so why not determine where I'm standing before taking another step forward.

Meh, for what it was, I really liked this one and thought something could truly happen, sucks it didn't work out.

Pretty concise rant, no?
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