Regarding Helplessness:
I cried on my walk back to my room. I guess I just broke down. It's been a rough week on everyone, and it finally hit me that I can't always be the tough one for my friends. But I can do my best. I'm trying.
Some people are thinking, some people are waiting, some people are wanting... Everyone just seems so unhappy. It sort of makes my own loneliness seem magnified, and I hate that. I hate not having any real solution to that, and I sort of refuse to look for some person to fill that gap. I feel like that's something I really want and need, but I can't deal with right now. I like being solo. For the most part.
Sometimes this path is downright scary. I wish I had someone around to hold my hand.
Some people are thinking, some people are waiting, some people are wanting... Everyone just seems so unhappy. It sort of makes my own loneliness seem magnified, and I hate that. I hate not having any real solution to that, and I sort of refuse to look for some person to fill that gap. I feel like that's something I really want and need, but I can't deal with right now. I like being solo. For the most part.
Sometimes this path is downright scary. I wish I had someone around to hold my hand.