keep on ticking

[dizam]

as i went to bed last night, i hoped it would take me forever to walk upstairs to bed. i didnt want the night to end because when it did, a new day would start. and if a new day started, that new day would eventually end. i guess what i'm saying is that, forget ap tests, econ finals, stats projects, and senior projects...forgeting all that i've realized that i dont want high school to end. i mean, im ready for it to end, but at the same time, once it does, thats it. 3 more months until i have to grow up and move out. until i'm alone in the big apple. part of me is sooo ready and if i could leave tomorrow i would, and another part of me wishes i could stop time and stretch it out for as long as i can...

i need to start taking in the moments, savoring them, cherishing them. time needs to slow down, but i guess i want it to slow down so much that it will only go faster. and so is life. i'm as ready as i'll ever be, so bring it on...i guess.*shrugh*