Something Meaningful
Today is nowhere near over, as I am at work until 10:30pm. But I will post today's something meaningful now, else it will never happen!
My meaningful today was being told I could allow myself to have a "weekend", that is, to have a lazy day of doing absolutely bugger all. I was getting all antsy because I'd slept until 10 (a rarity for me, so I obviously needed it), then it took us 1.5 hours just to have breakfast, and I had nothing I had to do so was feeling all lost and trying to find things to do to occupy me (that were also productive).
It was soothing and also validating to be told I could allow myself just not to do anything. I struggle with this usually, any free bits of time I have I need to fill fill fill!
My meaningful today was being told I could allow myself to have a "weekend", that is, to have a lazy day of doing absolutely bugger all. I was getting all antsy because I'd slept until 10 (a rarity for me, so I obviously needed it), then it took us 1.5 hours just to have breakfast, and I had nothing I had to do so was feeling all lost and trying to find things to do to occupy me (that were also productive).
It was soothing and also validating to be told I could allow myself just not to do anything. I struggle with this usually, any free bits of time I have I need to fill fill fill!