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I don't know if anyone reads this. Perhaps I shall update anyway. I had my third and hopefully final surgery Tuesday. I listened to my CD player the whole time so I wouldn't think about how much the IV hurt. Fluids always hurt whhen they enter my veins because they are so much colder then my blood. They found fibroids in my ankle that kept the implant from sitting in the ankle canal so they cleaned it out and put a new one in. The doc thinks that it was there all along but he's never seen that before. I'd thouguht I was going to be able to get coursework done this week but I've just been so tired, probably because of the drugs. I'll sit up for a half hour and then my ankle hurts and I get tired and go to sleep.
I'm very tired.
I'm selling my old car.
I'm living in my basement.
My brother came home for two days before he headed off to Hawaii to study volcanoes.
I went to see the Strokes tonight on crutches and I got to stay backstage with their girlfriends. It was nice and I got a setlist. They played Lou Reed and Ramones covers.
I'm anxious about going back to school and all the make up work I'm going to have to do.
Having surgery has reaffirmed the fact that I am very alone and very shallow.
I'm very tired.
I'm selling my old car.
I'm living in my basement.
My brother came home for two days before he headed off to Hawaii to study volcanoes.
I went to see the Strokes tonight on crutches and I got to stay backstage with their girlfriends. It was nice and I got a setlist. They played Lou Reed and Ramones covers.
I'm anxious about going back to school and all the make up work I'm going to have to do.
Having surgery has reaffirmed the fact that I am very alone and very shallow.