love? what is with that word??!!!!
yeah well most of u have probly read matts journal too and i just have to clear up a few things...
matt is a great guy, i love him, honest i do... but he just needs to slow down and think before he acts thats all... i could sit on this comp for fuking hours telling u all how special he is but his head would be so big by then end of readin it that he wont be able to fit through his bedroom door!
but.. he hurt me, alot, i dont understand why but he did (if any of u can see why plz plz plz tell me) i dont think he intetionally went out to hurt me but it happened any ways and now i have to deal with it and now i have to do this without my car club, and without my mum... things that ill be very lucky to get back.
alough my time with matt was short i had the greatest time... he was someone who lit up my heart everytime i heard his name or even thought of him... when i was near him he sent tingles all over (kony i know but tru) i just wanna thank u babe, for a fantastic time, wish i could relive it everyday!
now heres another poem:
i will always love u, i know i will.
i will awlays remember you,
cause what we had was so real.
i will always smile, whenever you are near.
i will always try to win you back,
cause i never wanted u to dissapear.
i will always remember you, i know i will.
cause your the one who broke my heart,
and theres one thing ill never forget,
that you and i were never ment to part.
matt is a great guy, i love him, honest i do... but he just needs to slow down and think before he acts thats all... i could sit on this comp for fuking hours telling u all how special he is but his head would be so big by then end of readin it that he wont be able to fit through his bedroom door!
but.. he hurt me, alot, i dont understand why but he did (if any of u can see why plz plz plz tell me) i dont think he intetionally went out to hurt me but it happened any ways and now i have to deal with it and now i have to do this without my car club, and without my mum... things that ill be very lucky to get back.
alough my time with matt was short i had the greatest time... he was someone who lit up my heart everytime i heard his name or even thought of him... when i was near him he sent tingles all over (kony i know but tru) i just wanna thank u babe, for a fantastic time, wish i could relive it everyday!
now heres another poem:
i will always love u, i know i will.
i will awlays remember you,
cause what we had was so real.
i will always smile, whenever you are near.
i will always try to win you back,
cause i never wanted u to dissapear.
i will always remember you, i know i will.
cause your the one who broke my heart,
and theres one thing ill never forget,
that you and i were never ment to part.