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It's like 2:15 in the morning of the last Spring Break of 2004 & I'm stuck pondering my bland week off. I hardly did anything. I went to the beach one day w/ Linda, Jackie, Kelsey & some room-mates of Michael's (they were cool) I'm tanner, that's for damn sure, but only the back of me (gay). Other than that, I've been over @ Jacob's til about an average of 1:30 everynight watching dumb movies like "Pirates of the Caribean" until both of us are dead asleep & drouling. I had my court appearence on Friday @ 1, that was gay as hell. I sat there playing tetris on my phone until they called my name. Thank God Taylor Williams showed up. He had 3 tickets tho (sucks to suck) so he prolly got more shit than I did for going 89 in a 65. I'm thinking the [black] State Trooper knew about the whole "if you were going 24 mph or less, than you're eligible for defensive driving rule," b/c I gotta take it before April 19th, or something like that. I found my Prom dress & ordered it, they told me it should be in by April 22, I'm hoping it will look good considering I couldn't try it on. It's a Tiffany's black tube top with pink & white rhinestones that make a diagnal design on the top [boo-stee-ay] thing & line the 3 opposing diagnal ripples that create "great angles." The dress itself was expensive as hell, but I told my mom I'd chip in, I found some cheap black gloves & earring @ Claire's for 15$ so I think I'm all good to go. I gotta schedule my hair appointment sometime tomorrow before I forget. Prom will be fun- unfortunately I'll probably piss off some lacrosse people. Prom is the same weekend of State in Dallas & I'm not going to pay an extra $300 for a 2 hour plane flight to watch the game "I'm not allowed to play, if I get there after 12 on Sunday." Lacrosse has become a sensetive subject to me lately. Everyone thinks they know, but really they have no idea. I've gotta say tho, I'm 1 of the best goddamn bench warmers of the entire team. My dad gets pissed [being an ASSistant coach & all] when I exclude myself from the team & pout b/c I never get to play. I admit, I do it on purpose. I don't want people to feel sorry for me, I could really care less about the fact I'm subing in @ the last 15 minutes of the game for the first time,.. but when your coach @$%&*$ tells you the practice prior to the game that, "judging by today's practice & your hardwork, you'll definately be starting & playing for a while tomorrow.." SCREW YOU! Oh well, maybe I am overreacting, I dunno how to deal w/ the people who descrimanate againist me for wanting to stay @ Jacob's Aunt's million $ lake house for Prom, rather than watching the lacrosse game.. @ least I'll be @ state next year & they're even hosting it in Houston. This is all drama @ your fingertips & I can't stand it. I can't wait to go to college & get away from all the bullshit High School brings. That's why I love spending time w/ the people I'll actually talk to after it's all over, I don't wanna worry about clicks. Well hopefully tomorrow will be more valuable than these last 8, I'll think of something constructive. I just want this Spring Break to end fortunately.. "I'm just looking for a happy ending.." <-- aw, Pat Green @ the Rodeo was cool. I took Joseph since Jacob was going to Mike's, we had alot of fun & we met up w/ Adrienne which made it even better even tho Chris & Justin were being dicks to her. Definately fun tho, I love the whole Rodeo atmosphere anyways, I could live in Texas for a while.