A tribute to a true Friend!

Feb 07, 2005 16:32

Things that make you laugh, well I guess it would be funny if it didn’t hurt so much. I love all those little things that use to mean sooo much, and were sooo important. Now it ain’t nothing. The things that you just did not want to do, or just did not want to go. Screw it lets do it. I think some people get pleasure from others pain.

People have been asking me how I’m doing well I am here. I have acquired a few new friends or just getting to know some old ones. As they have put it I have always had plenty of people that looked at me as someone who was there for them, and they would back me too, but few people have really gotten close to me. I guess that’s the thing the ones that I do let close I promise to be there for them and one to many of them will leave you up till 3 am every night.

One of my longest and closest friends just left two weeks ago to go to a job up north. Chris is the true meaning of a Friend. He is one person that no matter where he is, if I need him he will be here. He would and has helped me "charge hell with a squirt gun" many times. I believe he is the only person that can say he has seen me at my worst! If not for him covering my back when I needed it most, things would surly be different right now. I think it’s funny how even at 1 am your best friend just happens to be there when you need him the most, and is willing to stay just to watch your back keep you from doing something stupid. Some people never know the lives they save, and the people who’s lives they touched. Even without some of them knowing they have been helped, or saved. Thanks for everything Chris and always remember if you need me I will be there.

On the topic of moving I have been thinking about it. My dad wants to buy some land in Alabama where we hunt and I have thought about maybe going there if we get some. I have also considered Tennessee, I love it up there and the people are raised more like me. If I did that I could talk my brother into going with me. I think he would like to get away from here as much as I would. I really don’t think it will happen but its nice to think about.

Funny how things change, one minute your looking for a place and a job in Orlando and talking to your boss about driving to keep the one you’ve got and next you just want anything different. Anyway you look at it I don’t work at Publix and it may be a small town but I fit in but no mater if I stay or if I go I believe I can do something with myself not to say that I haven’t already. I could always join the Corps be a sniper and kill people for a living. All I have to say on the topic is “I’m gonna be somebody, One of these days I’m going to break these chains, and I’m gonna be somebody someday, you can bet your hard earned dollar I will”
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