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Why do I care what you think?
Why do I care what you feel?
Why do you look at me the way you do if you don't even care?
Why do is life so un fair?
Why do I share any of my feelings with strangers who shouldn't really care?
Why do I feel the way I do?
Why do I want to die?
Why do I want to live?
Why do I not have the same passion for music any more?
Why do the things I use to love such to even think about?
Why do I not see my self the same way?
Why do I feel like such a whore when I kiss a guy?
Why do I get really shy?
Why do I feel so depressed?
Why do I think about killing my self?
Why do I have such great friends as I do?
Why do I have to have you in my life?
Why do I keep seeing you face every where I go?
Why do I cry every night just thinking about you?
Why do I ask so many damn questions about you depression?
For the simple fact I am alone and this world and words are vain and vacant and my heart isn't mute..
I have feelings just like everyone I can't hide it well infornt of others. But behind closed doors when no one is looking it comes out..I'm sitting here crying because I just don't know what to do with my life any more. I just wish I didn't feel this way as I do. Because I don't want anyone to worry I may do anything stupid...