the bitch
i went to my stepdaughter's(my husband and I have custody of) orientation for middle school last night. their maternal mother was there like always. i really don't like her at all. she tries to protray herself to be the most beautiful woman in the world. she thinks that every man wants her including my husband(her ex-husband.) of course he doesn't...if he did he would still be with her and not me. lol. it's hard to deal with the girls when their mother is around. it's like i don't exist even though i take care of them everyday and have been since they were 6 years old(they are going on 12.) my husband says that i am a bitch and that i only care about myself. oh well....maybe so. a feeling is niether right nor wrong so i have every right to say how i feel. personally i hate the bitch and wish i didn't have to see her ever again. however, i love my husband and i can't have my cake and eat it too. i have no choice but to put up with it. maybe one day i'll have my way and beat the shit out of her. it wouldn't solve anything but it sure would make me feel better.