What it takes to make you realize....
I know everyone is bound to change... and I accept that... But what if you wanna reverse everything?? You know go back to the way things use to be...
I just read Niki's lj and it sounded so much like one of my own... I dont wanna be that way though... It scares me sooo much to think someone has that much control over my life.....in an indirect kind of way... It scares me to be so close to someone to think that I could never live without them... I want so many things....
I just want to go out and talk to whoever I want to and do whatever I want to without worrying if I'm gonna make him mad or not... I hate worrying... I hate it!!!
I wanna be with Brian- but I want to be single... I dont wanna be as serious w/him but I dont wanna not be either... I dont want anyone else with him either... I think that would absolutly kill me! Ugh!! Why is love so effin complicated???? Shouldnt there be some kind of simple answers... some kind of instructions??
I dont know but I think that I have a lot to think about! Lemme know what ya'll think...I need some advice...
<3- Heather
I just read Niki's lj and it sounded so much like one of my own... I dont wanna be that way though... It scares me sooo much to think someone has that much control over my life.....in an indirect kind of way... It scares me to be so close to someone to think that I could never live without them... I want so many things....
I just want to go out and talk to whoever I want to and do whatever I want to without worrying if I'm gonna make him mad or not... I hate worrying... I hate it!!!
I wanna be with Brian- but I want to be single... I dont wanna be as serious w/him but I dont wanna not be either... I dont want anyone else with him either... I think that would absolutly kill me! Ugh!! Why is love so effin complicated???? Shouldnt there be some kind of simple answers... some kind of instructions??
I dont know but I think that I have a lot to think about! Lemme know what ya'll think...I need some advice...
<3- Heather