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people worry about me, i dont see why. Ya my mom isnt home much and when she does we dont get along, but is that really a reason to worry so much. Is it enough to tell mrs chancey is it enough for u to come tell me? I dont see why. i mean ya it is prob just me and i really dont know why people worry everyone thinks im so much worse than i really am.I dont really do anything bad i have morals im not gonna cross them their is sooo much stuff i would never do that people THINK i do. I mean people always are gonna make asumptions about me and have their own thoughts without knowing me. I mean no one knows me. I change so much now from day to day i just do. Im a teen this is what im spose to be doing so im gonna wine about my life on my lj because that is what it is for so this is the tipical teen agest entry and i really wish i didnt make so many of these. i hate school just so u know EVERYTHIGN is due this week! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i dont wanna go to school tomorrow one day soon very very sone im gonna brake down and weep and cry ive tried to be strong all my life i cant do it anymore! IM SOOOO WEAK!i miss my dad. I miss my brother. i miss life how it was when i was little and i just ran around with out a care! no homework nothing to do just HAVE FUN! it just isnt right! it isnt fair all the shit i have been though well it is because we all go though shit and everyone is like it makes u stronger and it makes me weaker and mess. I use to NEVER cry i hated it i still hate it but now im all emotional about the wirdest thigns i mean ahhhh i dont like what i am
i dont know what i want to be anymore i use to have everything planed how id be in high school how everything would go. It never works i cant plain anythign.I just want to have fun spin around till i punk laugh when someone farts and makje snow agnels when it snows and spell two like tow like i use to do! i just dont like it i wanna change everythign i needed find what im good at. WHAT AM I GOOD AT? nothing im mean all the time for no reason i just dont know anymore if dad was here would i be different would i care more would i be any different if i didnt look like 18 and think i was older than 14 because im my head i dont even think im 14! i think im so much older than that and im not im 14!ahhh i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps thanks if u read that because it was me being a teenager at its finest
i dont know what i want to be anymore i use to have everything planed how id be in high school how everything would go. It never works i cant plain anythign.I just want to have fun spin around till i punk laugh when someone farts and makje snow agnels when it snows and spell two like tow like i use to do! i just dont like it i wanna change everythign i needed find what im good at. WHAT AM I GOOD AT? nothing im mean all the time for no reason i just dont know anymore if dad was here would i be different would i care more would i be any different if i didnt look like 18 and think i was older than 14 because im my head i dont even think im 14! i think im so much older than that and im not im 14!ahhh i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps thanks if u read that because it was me being a teenager at its finest