Feb 08, 2005 20:25
i feel emotionally detached right now. like i can't share my feelings anymore. except for with a couple people. i want to care, but i won't let myself. i've put up this barrier. will it be torn down, i dont know.
sometimes i think i care too much for people. i shouldn't care so much. i'll end up hurting them anyways and myself. so if you ask me to love you, your asking me to hurt you. dont fear it, just be aware. : )
i am in a weird mood tonight and this is just one of many stupid thoughts. and yes, i am on fire...