the ramblings of a useless blob
wow...i got a job!!!!!! i start today the only thing is is that i need my ss card and my license(yeh i got it) and my purse got stolen yesterday cuz im a dumbass(save the yes u r comments) and left my car unlocked. my cd player, my wallet, everything...the only thing that was worth anything is the cd player and my sister had written all over it so it relly isnt...they didnt steal my boom box tho...and it had a marilyn manson cd in it...oh well...im sooooooo tired...idk why...i finally got my picture cd from muh mom's friends with the pix from the sand dunes...i felt confident when they were taken but as soon as i looked at them i cried because they were just sooo embarrassing...i cried myself to sleep last night because of it...i didnt cut but i relly wanted to because i just looked like a useless blob...i looked like i was the woman who couldnt even get out of her house because she was so fat...if what i saw in those pics is wat everyone else sees...i figured out why i have a select number of friends...why i have always had a select number of friends...i wouldnt want to be seen with the useless human blob either...im sry if no one else feels that way about me but i know that it must be the truth...hence why i only take pics from my shoulders up...i felt like i looked beautiful from the shoulders up but then i scanned my whole body...i just wanted to throw up...im so ashamed...wtfe