Has it really been since my 18th birthday?!

[dixiebitch07]

Wow. Life really does slip by. Since that time, I've graduated high school, found three other jobs and now am taking on an additional job to the one I already have. Myspace and Facebook took over my life. Now that I have downtime at work, I'll not be so behind on the times. Since my last entry, I've dated a girl and been dumped only once. I fell in and out of love for the first time(Aly, you were right, I was wrong). I learned so much about life through those 3 1/2 months. I also gained a really good friend. Metro is one of the best and worst things to happen to me. Best, because I met her here, I learned more about corporate America than I wanted to know, and I realized that I don't belong here. Worst, because I truly don't fit in around here. Yeah, there's people my age here, but I go to class with people old enough to be my parents, worse, my grandparents. I like to be invited to parties, but no one does--down here at least. Since January, I have found myself driving to Greeley to hang out with Jasmine and party. I also have realized, based on the people and the brochure, the University of Northern Colorado is where I need to be. I need to be on a single school campus. I need to be on a campus where people like to talk to their peers--other than just for study groups. So I'm taking that on in the fall. Right now, I'm just mending my first semester of college(which I screwed up for a little bit of fun*headdesk*), and paying for my cute 2001 Volkswagen Beetle. Jezebelle is her name, pimpin me is her game. Although not much luck has come with that, she and I will keep trying. I'm not the facade I used to wear, in fact, I've become me and I can't tell you how happy that really does make me feel. I've not changed. Trust and believe. I've just found more facets of myself than I knew existed, so I'm showing them off. I got a tattoo. Yep. It's a Japanese Kanji symbol meaning pride. I've lost 25 pounds since my last entry, and total I've lost 65 since March 28, 2005. Slow and steady. My phone number changed, so if you want it, hit me up and I'll get it to ya. No, this is not an April Fool's joke. I'm running out of things to say, but I'm sure I'll make up for it later. Get my number from me, text me. I love texts. From anyone.

<3 Peace.