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I seriously can't take it anymore... life is just too fuckin complicated... I can't take everyone's freakin lies and I hate feeling so alone... I know the Lord is always there, but it just doesn't feel like it any more... I have been praying more, I think, than ever have before... But still no reply... no answer.. Just another person ignoring me... I'm tired all of this... and I really just want it to stop. I don't want all of this stess, I didn't ask for it and I did nothing to deserve it. I just want to be happy, really and truely happy!! Not just a mask I put on when I go places... because heaven forbid I have a bad day and not smile.. it might make the family look bad... I fucking hate everything!! And I just want it all to go away!!!!