HEY!
OKay so I havn't updated this thing in..ehh yeah practically forever. haha But hey lifes been busy. Started high school. wooo hoo i'm a small little freshy now. i still say rock on, i've worked my butt off to get here. I know i'm failing Spanish only becuz i didn't do my h/w that sucks..i'm getting better at that though. I'm not gonna fail this year only becuz of h/w i'm not that stupid..hopefully. But i mean i've been turning in my homework lately so that's all good. Aaron wants me to work hard in school for him..oew lala So i've made a in a way promise that i'll do my work. Cuz he doesn't want me to slack becuz of him. So Livejournalers Hows life been treatin ya? Missed ya'll. I've made a myspace but i can't figure out how it works so i just say heck with it. High school is full of homework. Gosh you just gotta love it huh? Yeah but my favorite class is My Honors Lit. Class. I did a project on this book we read by ourselves at home and i got a 100% ON IT Ahhh She even gave it to go to the library to be on display..now hows that to start off high school. I also wanta be on good terms with my teachers so of course class won't seem as bad. All my teachers seem really nice to me. I mean to me everyone seems nice in a certain way. some ppl just not as much as others. Some ppl are evil but they do have some good in them at heart. Kinda reminds me of my favorite saying by Anne Frank: " IN spite of everything, i still believe that everyone is good at heart." or something like that.. anyways. So yeah you just gotta get the Gist of the teacher in all. That's all ;- )
So yeah today has been kinda fun..O YA FOUR DAY WEEKEND HECK YES!! Becuz of Fuel Shortages all the Schools in Ga are closed. hehe fun fun. Sucks for all you ppl in college. I know my brother's bummed about that (David). My mom's like omg i can't believe they canceled the kids education just becuz of gas and i'm like mom..chill haha THIS IS THE BEST THING THAT"S EVER HAPPENED IN FOREVER!! I went to church this morning..Well sunday school really. Yeah idk whats become of my family and when it comes to church anymore. It waz like we always went to church every sunday and ate biscuits together every sunday morning around the table and it waz such a happy environment and my most happiest moments was when i got to get all dressed up and go learn new things about God and see my friends at church..go to cubbies. lol it waz just awesome. And Now my mom works on sundays sometimes..it seems like she works almost all the time. i really miss seeing her. ya know parents CAN get annoying but you have to admit you love them and you need them. idk what i would do without her or my dad. I shouldn't complain about nothing. So yeah ever since Eastwood didn't work out for us..i think it just kinda fell apart. I mean my parents arn't like i don't believe in God anymore and stuff and i definetley still pray and talk to God..but i mean it just really hurts ur relationship with him when you don't go to church. So yeahh i'm enrolled in Sunday school at Woodstock Babtist and i love my teachers. These past two sundays i havn't gone becuz i must admit i stayed up late on the sat. nights usually with Aaron and then we have to take him home and dont get back till late. Try to talk to him on the phone and yeahh its like the only day i get to sleep in i tell myself and i try to make it so that it can sound like it's a good enough excuse. But you know what that's just bein sorry and i'm guilty of not keeping up what i should have been doing. Just becuz my parents and brothers have givin up or slacked in going to church i def. need to be setting the example now in going continously to show them that if i can do it then they def. can do it.
Last night me and Aaron were gettin in a heated conversation like ya know not really happy with eachother type of things. Which is usually just when one of us is in a bad mood were just kinda mean to the other person. And he said well i'm going to bed. And i waz like Bed? cuz i knew he waz just going to bed earlier then he could have as an excuse to get off the computer cuz he wasn't having a happy conversation with me. And the response he said to me really really hurt me. i don't think he reads this anymore but if he does it don't matter cuz in this journal i'm gonna write what i really feel about things. Ya know whats up with having a journal when you have to write about stuff that's not even true or ur worried about what other ppl will say or think about you. Where can you just let out how you feel..not a lot of places so heres mine. So anyways.. he says " Yeah, i go to church" and it's really funny that 5 words could hurt me the most but it really did. Not meaning to be all girly girl or anything. But he knows that, that would hurt my feelings in some way i know he had to have known. And ya know what i felt sayin to him waz that atleast i don't go to church and still act the way you do. Which he does that sometimes and i'm not saying that i'm not any better than him. Or that i'm worse. I mean me not going to church in a while is prob. worse. So yeah. that's my thoughts on that. and i'm sorry if any of this entry makes anyone upset but i'm sayin what i need to say. I think we've both slid from God and idc what anyone says it's not right. and I'm not gonna accept it.
So Ang is also having problems and just thinking about them makes me like nerve wrecking, she laughs about it and stuff and i'm not trying to be a depressed freak about everything but it just makes me sad that she has to go through all of this. I've recently had someone who waz very close to my heart die and i'm just not in a very postive mood lately. I really hope that her catscan goes alright though. Shes really my best friend, like my only true best friend..ever since preschool..haha..shes a hoot we needed eachother the day we met eachother. She's always been such an interesting friend. And there's no refusing that. She's definetley one of a kind. Well you get the drill. PRAY FOR MY BEST FRIEND. She's Special 2 me ; )
Okay well i've thought of plenty of other stuff i could talk about but i guess i'll just have to write it down in another entry since i doubt no one will really even read all this mombo jumbo Anywho. SO yeah nice chattin with ya'll. I'll leave some fun quiz stuff i did for you Xtremely borrred ppl!!
IF YOU LEAVE ME A COMMENT I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER<3 hehe..
Love Always ~ Emily
So yeah today has been kinda fun..O YA FOUR DAY WEEKEND HECK YES!! Becuz of Fuel Shortages all the Schools in Ga are closed. hehe fun fun. Sucks for all you ppl in college. I know my brother's bummed about that (David). My mom's like omg i can't believe they canceled the kids education just becuz of gas and i'm like mom..chill haha THIS IS THE BEST THING THAT"S EVER HAPPENED IN FOREVER!! I went to church this morning..Well sunday school really. Yeah idk whats become of my family and when it comes to church anymore. It waz like we always went to church every sunday and ate biscuits together every sunday morning around the table and it waz such a happy environment and my most happiest moments was when i got to get all dressed up and go learn new things about God and see my friends at church..go to cubbies. lol it waz just awesome. And Now my mom works on sundays sometimes..it seems like she works almost all the time. i really miss seeing her. ya know parents CAN get annoying but you have to admit you love them and you need them. idk what i would do without her or my dad. I shouldn't complain about nothing. So yeah ever since Eastwood didn't work out for us..i think it just kinda fell apart. I mean my parents arn't like i don't believe in God anymore and stuff and i definetley still pray and talk to God..but i mean it just really hurts ur relationship with him when you don't go to church. So yeahh i'm enrolled in Sunday school at Woodstock Babtist and i love my teachers. These past two sundays i havn't gone becuz i must admit i stayed up late on the sat. nights usually with Aaron and then we have to take him home and dont get back till late. Try to talk to him on the phone and yeahh its like the only day i get to sleep in i tell myself and i try to make it so that it can sound like it's a good enough excuse. But you know what that's just bein sorry and i'm guilty of not keeping up what i should have been doing. Just becuz my parents and brothers have givin up or slacked in going to church i def. need to be setting the example now in going continously to show them that if i can do it then they def. can do it.
Last night me and Aaron were gettin in a heated conversation like ya know not really happy with eachother type of things. Which is usually just when one of us is in a bad mood were just kinda mean to the other person. And he said well i'm going to bed. And i waz like Bed? cuz i knew he waz just going to bed earlier then he could have as an excuse to get off the computer cuz he wasn't having a happy conversation with me. And the response he said to me really really hurt me. i don't think he reads this anymore but if he does it don't matter cuz in this journal i'm gonna write what i really feel about things. Ya know whats up with having a journal when you have to write about stuff that's not even true or ur worried about what other ppl will say or think about you. Where can you just let out how you feel..not a lot of places so heres mine. So anyways.. he says " Yeah, i go to church" and it's really funny that 5 words could hurt me the most but it really did. Not meaning to be all girly girl or anything. But he knows that, that would hurt my feelings in some way i know he had to have known. And ya know what i felt sayin to him waz that atleast i don't go to church and still act the way you do. Which he does that sometimes and i'm not saying that i'm not any better than him. Or that i'm worse. I mean me not going to church in a while is prob. worse. So yeah. that's my thoughts on that. and i'm sorry if any of this entry makes anyone upset but i'm sayin what i need to say. I think we've both slid from God and idc what anyone says it's not right. and I'm not gonna accept it.
So Ang is also having problems and just thinking about them makes me like nerve wrecking, she laughs about it and stuff and i'm not trying to be a depressed freak about everything but it just makes me sad that she has to go through all of this. I've recently had someone who waz very close to my heart die and i'm just not in a very postive mood lately. I really hope that her catscan goes alright though. Shes really my best friend, like my only true best friend..ever since preschool..haha..shes a hoot we needed eachother the day we met eachother. She's always been such an interesting friend. And there's no refusing that. She's definetley one of a kind. Well you get the drill. PRAY FOR MY BEST FRIEND. She's Special 2 me ; )
Okay well i've thought of plenty of other stuff i could talk about but i guess i'll just have to write it down in another entry since i doubt no one will really even read all this mombo jumbo Anywho. SO yeah nice chattin with ya'll. I'll leave some fun quiz stuff i did for you Xtremely borrred ppl!!
IF YOU LEAVE ME A COMMENT I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER<3 hehe..
Love Always ~ Emily