Sep 19, 2004 19:27
I'm so confused.
I really, really...I'm not sure. I came home today to see my mom watching an old ballet recital of Faye's and mine...and...sometimes I wonder if I could get back into it. I miss it...I just don't have anytime for it. I need what little time I do have for other things, like just being a regular kid. *coughlikemySirRapheal. We've been together for exactly a year now.*
Maybe I could..just take a weekend course for a little bit.
Anyway. I'm babysitting for my next-door neighbor, so I can save money for a new mike or a new mike stand. I could just ask my parents for the money, but where's the fun in that? I don't like asking my parents for money, and it's so much fun working for something I really want. After I get done looking after Jamie I'm going to head home and the band and I are gonna practice. Maybe I could talk them into covering this song...normally I really don't care much for Evanescence, but this song's so pretty. It reminds me of me, really, after the summer before last. But I'm better now. Much better...