Venting
Lately, several of my closest friends have decided to make it a point to let me know that I am no longer an important part of their lives. I hate this because it wasn't too long ago that I drove them around because they didn't have a car, or paid for dinner because they didn't have the money...and now this. And it isn't as if it isn't obvious that I'm being blown off. I am always made to feel like I'm the backup friend, and it feels like crap. "If I'm not busy with (insert name here), we can go to the movies..." "I'm sorry I can't go with you to Girls' Night at the AMP After I've already made plans with you because (insert name here) wants to hang out."
If this wasn't someone who'd been with me through thick and thin for a long time, I'd just move on and forget about it. After all, I never lack for freindship. There's always good friends out there like Razorbacklane and Keri who are always there when I need them. Even when they get busy, stressed, etc., they still love me.
I guess I'm just tired of being everyone's best friend only to get treated like crap in the end. I am tired of breaking my back and my bank account to help out people who aren't willing to even keep plans with me. It's not fair!
If this wasn't someone who'd been with me through thick and thin for a long time, I'd just move on and forget about it. After all, I never lack for freindship. There's always good friends out there like Razorbacklane and Keri who are always there when I need them. Even when they get busy, stressed, etc., they still love me.
I guess I'm just tired of being everyone's best friend only to get treated like crap in the end. I am tired of breaking my back and my bank account to help out people who aren't willing to even keep plans with me. It's not fair!